In your eyes, little girl...

In your eyes, I see a smile. A sparkling, laughing, running down the stairs on Christmas morning smile. When you wake up in the morning and I go to your crib, the first thing I see when I look in are two little hands peeking out from behind your blanket, and those eyes. And they are definitely smiling.

I see life. Your Papa and I created the life that's a part of you now, and God has blessed it. It's the greatest gift.

I see the ocean. They are such a brilliant blue, it transports me to a place that I feel most comfortable. I feel as if I could just float away in a current that is so rapid yet calming at the same time.

I see safety. As if when I look at you, I'm entrapped in the circle that is your world, and as long as I'm fixed on your baby blues, nothing can touch me.

I see family. I see your big brother, your Papa, and me. The best family that I could have ever hoped and prayed for. Boy, does He answer prayers.

I see health. You're such a vibrant little thing, and your eyes are the most transparent part of you. They let me know when you're feeling 110%, and when you feel so rotten that all you want to do is cuddle up with your mommy and waste the day away.

I see truth. If eyes are windows to the soul, yours sure paint a pretty picture down there. There's no lying with your eyes, they let me know exactly who you are, and what you're all about.

I see love. I never knew just how much I could love another human being until your brother, your Papa, and you, came along. When I look into your eyes, my heart narrowly bursts out of my chest, and I can barely contain my emotions. I love you so much.

Life just wouldn't be complete without you, Ava Layne.