Mau Loa Mama

Mau Loa Mama

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Not afraid to ask for HELP anymore...

It's time. For reals y'all. I need help, advice, suggestions, anything. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I have all of these moments of clarity when I'm like, "I'll start working out again! I'll do zumba! I'll ride my bike! I'll go on a juice fast!" Have those happened? No.

What is stopping me? It's gotta be the devil. That and the fact that I seem to have the worst willpower in the world. I'm just so tired of not having any energy for myself, my husband, or my kids. I have so much potential that is untapped, and I have been wanting for 4 years now to get certified in scuba diving. I'm cheating my kids of a healthy mother. This is ridiculous.

Help?